Not enough to ease my mind, my periods due xmas day, a few weeks ago we had sex and after he came and withdrew the condom had slipped off, now there’s brown / pink spotting, sometimes it starts like that, I just can’t cope with risking pregnancy,

fortunately my Owner understands I couldn’t cope with a 3rd child and the implant will likely be going in my arm in 2020.. or they’ll be another long term birth control chosen.

Going to do a test later hopefully, I’d have to go ahead if I got pregnant, cherish my two kids and I would another just know having anxiety, depression and chronic pain life is challenging enough.

Feel silly for taking a risk, convinced I’m worrying unnecessarily however I’m not taking a chance like this again.